miracles are all around

LEAVING ME BEHIND...

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Saturday...
Nely went back to Batam...

Sunday...
Jinbo flew to US...

out of sudden.. i feel so lonely.. no one to accompany me for shopping.. for meals.. (I HATE EATING ALONE) and for whatever things i wanna do... =(( feel so weird...

so decided to buy plenty of biscuits and breads to eat at home and playing fairyland... but my comp is giving me trouble.. suddenly become so lag... cannot type chinese! My new friends in fairyland are very nice people.. they knew about my situation.. and try to cheer me up.. play fairyland with me.. but i was so lag that we cannot play.. ))= so we just had some chats.. *Thanks 少丫(ShaoYa) and Sandy...* ShaoYa even brought me a new pet in the games.. He always buy things for me...((: and never want to receive my money... =..=

the tears just being so unbearable... when you try to stop it from coming out.. it just fills up my whole eyes and drop down.. the more i cry the more i pity myself.. (DON'T PITY YOURSELF.. ) i cant live without friend. =( but i dont know why for now i just wanna be alone and sink into my melancholy life... it also crossed my mind that if i would die of any accident... will anyone be informed? or must wait till nely or jinbo came back and cannot find me... and they went to make a police report then my death is discovered? oh.. i think i'm having slight depression! ))`=


Having problem in health for applying scholarship.. 6Sept going for another check up. )= hope everything will be alright..

Wish me plenty of healthy...

ciaO~